Weak

He's getting weaker...
He's losing too much weight...
He's losing energy... that it gets difficult for him to even move around the house
He stops going out to the garden that often anymore... not because he don't want to, but 'coz he's not comfortable
Mobility restricted...

What's going wrong with me?
Why do I feel disconnected when I care so much?
So many things running through my mind...
Want to do so much, but I don't / can't...
Is it because I'm scared?
And running from / ignoring the reality?

Dad, please be strong.
Dad, please fight.
Trust me when I say I'm in this battle, with you.
We're all in this together, as a family...